Crappyness

Nakabasag ba ako ng salamin ng di ko alam kaya ako minamalas ng ganito?

These past two weeks have been really full of shit. Everything seems out of place and disastrous. It's like bad luck have been following me wherever I go and the rain clouds over me are just hanging by. Second sem's really not my sem. From the start, everything was already not right. First, not being with our supposed block, then to the very incompetent and irritating teachers I've got. Really shitty.

I don't have the willingness to study anymore at mc. It's all so frustrating, underestimating and just plain depressing. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know if I'm gonna study my ass off again and not get the grades that I want or just slack off and don't care at all. Whatta world.

My teachers this sem are actually the ones making my blood boil. GRRRR. I despise them. Teachers ba kayo even?? Come on, I don't look forward to going to school anymore...haha as if I ever did. Maybe in high school. Shyiiiit. I miss high school. I miss people's hugs, entering the classroom and receiving a hug. Or hearing. "Jessicaaa!" Grrrr. I also miss community masses. Our Fathers and Peace be with you's. And I especially miss the good teachers. waah. Oh well noel, life nga naman.grrrrrrrrrrr.

My teachers--> English teacher ala Miss Minchin in Princess Sarah; a techear who has an identity crisis, nagpapaka-magician; one suuuuuuper boring stat teacher talking for one and a half hour, no recitations. It's just him all the way; a teacher in theology that we think is not a sister at all. She can't get over with the littlest mistakes, lates, etc..; a teacher no one can understand the directions and gets mad when you ask. whew.

Wala na talaga ako gana pumasok. Hmm...I know, I'll not study anymore then I'll just audition and dubb in cartoons!! haahaa! Sir Radj said there's big bucks there. hihihi. Weh as if. Maybe sir radj is the only teacher I appreciate now, even if he seems crazy and could be mistaken for a gay old man.hahahaha!! He cussess a lot though, pero weh, I don't even care, he can shout bad words all he wants as long as he could teach me and know what he's talking about. Unilike our so-called history teacher last sem, who's not even a history major. What she taught us was not even philippines history but ..hahaha. I don't want to say the name.

On the lighter side, I wanna watch Ang Pagddalaga Ni Maximo Oliveros!!!!! And Rent the Movie!! And Memoirs Of A Geisha!!! NOvember 23