Nico, Nico!!!

Wow. It's seems all surreal right now. I'll just try to absorb it first. Let it sink in. Did Nico really call up? Or it was just my imagination? Was I just imagining what I wanted to happen? No that can't be, because I never expected them to call to confirm it.



I have been really nervous, anxious, sad and tensed these past days. This week will be the week. The week when I will know the results. Yeah I was really weird this week, though I have been really weird anyway. I was imagining how it will turn out. How I will know. I was imagining scenes like the mailman delivering this letter and I will be so afraid to open it. Hahaha. I would even jerk whenever someone yelled, "Sulat!" or someone would ring the doorbell, because it might be the mailman or something. Now I know everything, and the mailman wasn't in the picture in any way.


Today was the last day of the week you see, and I was thinking why there was no letter yet. I was thinking the worst already. "Why hasn't the letter not come yet?!!" Maybe they'd deliver rejection letters after the acceptance letters. Waaaaaahhh! Well, that was not what really happened.



The phone rang earlier today and the caller introduced himself as Nico. He asked for me, and I was sort of surprised. Who could this guy be?! Hahaha. While he was saying, "We are pleased to tell you..." I already knew what it meant. I already knew I got in. And I know things will be much more different from now on. =D



God really has His own ways of making me happy. He definitely knows the right timing for everything. He often does the unexpected in times of "weirdness". Maybe I didn't believe enough and wasn't faithful enough. But, now I know. I really do know, but there are some doubts. Gawwwwdd, I'm just really thankful to Him right now. He just gives and gives even though sometimes I think I don't deserve.



Now I'm still thinking if Nico really did call. I am still rewinding what happened. How the conversation happened and how I got so nervous when he told me I got accepted to Ateneo. Hahahhaa. Well, the good thing now really is, goodbye Miriam. No more uniforms for me. =D

Yun pala eh.


Heeheee.