hoping, waiting ,wishing

I was hoping too much today. Yeah. Waiting in macho richi did not do any good. haha. macho richi. (matteo ricci). harhar. Tomorrow's gonna be the last day. It's gonna be sad. No more hoping and waiting. No one to look forward to anymore. Haha, as it's everyday. As if I see ---- regularly. --- just pops out of nowhere and I get all giddy. They say that it's better. --- coming unexpectedly. But it's not reaaaally. It's so not.

Anyway, physics LT ruined my day. What's new. Spanish on the other hand perked it up. :) Too bad I won't see our prof anymore. He's really good. He's going to spain to study. He has been granted a scholarship. Yey! for him. We had a Tortilla party to end the course. My classmates were a bunch of good people. Nice nice.

Haaay. Very big *SIGH*

I laugh, I feel, I make believe it's real
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can

This came from such a sad, bitter song. Cannot. Be. Like. That.